wad should i do???

1st...
y the distance of us will become so far???
wad happened 2 us?
we still r friend?
y u become so rude???
i dunno...i really dunno how can i do...
teach me wad should i do...plz...

2nd...
y u all wan do like tat in front me?
u all thought funny rite?
when saw someone sadness really very funny?
y dun think 2 other ppl?
can tell me y?!?!

3rd...
y u always must quarrel vf me?
we r sister rite?
i dun wan 2 do like tat...
i dun wan always angry 2 u...
coz u r my lovely sister...

4th...
y must zhen1 dui4 me?
did i do something wrong???
mayb...
but can u tell me wad's my fault?
plz...

sometime i really felt my life is grey in colour...
less colourful...also meaningless
nobody will care of me...
nobody will like me...
i'm juz a rubbish in the world...

i feel tired dy...
can i rest awhile?
1min also can...

if can let me die...
i sure can do it...
believe me......